Recovery and restoration of broken family relationships

Pray for me please. Nina. Oklahoma. I was driving with brain damage from drinking alcohol. I also received the Covid vaccine. I’m not blaming the vaccine. I drank so much alcohol I was fired aggressively from my job of over 30 years. I went to work with alcohol on my breath. Shameful and I don’t remember it. They fired me. Kicked me out of the building. Had to walk home. I’m 63. Total humiliation and I deserved it. I’m home. I don’t drink. I’m not allowed to drive yet. My only sibling is very angry with me and no longer will see me. We live in the same small town. My two daughters are ashamed of me. Only one sees me. Lauren. Pray for Lauren. Maggie needs prayers. I want to live. Drive. Buy groceries. Go to my church. See my sister Lisa. Lastly I have a prayer special request for my friend Johnny Foster. He’s a very good friend and he is important to me. He wants to visit. Pray he has the courage to follow through with his plan to come to my town for a visit to see where our friendship could possibly rekindle. We had so much fun. We like all the same thing me. Except he doesn’t love baking in the sun by a pool. Humor. Pray for me. Nina. Pray for Lauren and Maggie. Pray for Lisa, Rick, Dan and Amelia. Pray for my family. I hurt them. I made a fool out of myself. I need God.