Deliverance from oppression and spiritual bondage

Please pray for me for deliverance from this spirit of oppression that has hounded me for years. Also deliverance from every religious bondage, and to be made whole producing by God's grace the fruit of the Spirit. Please pray for my healing from all the abuse I received as a child and that God will give me grace to forgive all involved sincerely as well as those I may associate with that time of my life and have anger toward them. Please pray for The Lord to renew a right Spirit his Holy Spirit with in me and his willing Spirit to sustain me. Please pray for oil and extra oil in my lamp to take me through the journey until Christ comes and I be found in him. Pray that God gives me a heart of true godly repentance that leaves no regret and leads to salvation and the assurance of that salvation. A pure heart where everything is pure and a conscience sprinkled with the blood of Jesus that clean and clear toward God. Not considering sins again. Thank you for your help in prayer....joy