Healing from anger, pride, and broken relationships

Pray for peace of mind. I struggle with rage, jealousy, and envy. I’m stubborn and prideful and I argue with others and blame them for my problems. I’m taking medications for depression and other mental health issues. I pray daily but lately I am struggling with relationships with others. Everyone is angry with me because I blame them for my problems. My children don’t want to spend time with me. I fight and argue with my siblings. Coworkers hate me because I lie, and I blame them when I make mistakes. Everyone pushes me aside like I’m trash, no one wants to be around me.