Employment, health, and a faithful companion

Lord I need a job to help me with these bills and my son I love him and he needs me I want to be as healthy as I can I know I know I have heart disease but as long as I maintain it it should work out fine if I don’t get a job maybe I could get a raise I deserve it I’m always there even when I’m sick and I want a god fearing lovable man I can wait I just want to find one thank you for waking me up and me still breathing