God healed my fear, restored my confidence

Well, I feel like I've been through the wilderness when it comes to my career and finances for a long time now. God has always come through for us and we have everything we need and more. I have made it a career of applying for jobs, interviewing, and leaving shortly after, for the last ten years now. I had a very stable job that I lasted 12 years at and left it for more money and a closer drive, but it did not last. It was not in God's plan. Since then I felt lost and always compared each job to the last one. In doing so, I never seemed to find my place. I realize now, after much time struggling, that the problem was not them, it was my fear of rejection. See, I was fired from the new job I got after leaving my long time workplace, and I've been afraid of that happening again. So I've sabotaged some amazing opportunities. Ran away from countless others. This time around I was forced to sit down and reflect on my actions. I see them so clearly now. I am thankful for the very hard lesson that I have learned. I am thankful for his mercy everyday and most of all, I am thankful because I know he is opening a new door for me and this time when I walk through it, I won't run away out of fear of rejection or failure. I will stay because I will know it is where I am supposed to be. I am ready now. I am stronger now, for HE walks with me. Amen